Picture...not feeling to clever with titles today

Here is my BIG GIRL, on her first day of first grade. She getting so big. In this picture she is missing her front tooth, after this weekend the other one fell out too. So now she is REALLY toothless. The other two (the lateral incisors) are also loose. We could possibly have a Christmas wanting her FOUR front teeth. It is really cute. Also a little sad, big girl teeth really make her look like a BIG GIRL. Well, I mean, she doesn't have them yet, but I KNOW it is really going to change her and how she looks. YIKES. I can't believe that 1.) she is in first grade, 2.) she is going to be seven. Time has flown. Even though I am in a better situation than seven years ago, I still get nostalgic about how my life took such a turn while I was pg with Bugs. I still get so angry about it...I hate that that bitterness is still in me. It makes me feel like I am discrediting that things are better now, ya know. When I talk to others about how that whole situation with Buggy's dad people look at me like, how can you still be angry. "look at where you are now and how much better things are. Hubby is a great guy" I seriously hear these things. Not that I disagree, but it still is a sore subject with me. ANYWAY. I can tell this is a rambling day. I really have a lot of crap going through my head today. I think because I was with a bunch of high school friends this weekend it has me really thinking back to how things were in school, with friends I had back then, to where my life has gone since school. BUT, this blog is for Buggy...not me. ;) She is a smart girl, beautiful and can be very caring. I love her! Of course I do!