STRESS

I can feel it in my neck, in my killer headache and all around me.

We had bubba's 4th birthday party over the weekend. It went really well, until he complained of a stomach ache. By 3am that morning he was throwing up. He couldn't keep anything down.

It is so hard to see your little baby going through that.

By Sunday night he had finally kept down some water and slept all night long waking only to go potty and get something more to drink.

Monday was a lot of resting on his part. He slept off and on all day, poor guy. He was wiped. I am sure from the virus and the fact that he was going on day 3 of not really eating anything.

Luckily no one else has reported getting sick; no one in my house and no one that attended the party.

Buggy and I have had a rough week. She just has attitude for days. With my stress at an all time high, I am having trouble keeping my head level to be able to handle the nastiness she is spewing. Today of all days, the day she goes to her dad's for the weekend, it was a blow out. I screamed she screamed and both went to school/work crying.

I hate mornings like that! Especially ones where she is gone for the next 5 days.

When these mornings occur it really sends me in a UGH mode. Wondering if other moms have these days. They probably handle it a lot better than I do...and I start beating myself up over it. MAN it feels horrible fighting with a seven year old.

So I have been trying to keep my negativity off of my blog, but ya know what...this is MY journal and I can cry if I want to! ;)

Here is my Idol review:
Luke--HATED IT. cute, but I do not like his voice.
David Archuleta - man, can he really do anything wrong? I really liked his performance, but hope to see some more youngness coming from him. Liven it up babes.
Danny N- yes. I really do like him, his spunk, his funkiness...he needs to modest up just a little...but I would like to see him back. PS, LOVED the purple hair. seriously.
David H. - see, now, I like him too. Maybe I am not so negative this week ;). Was he really a gay strip club dancer guy? Hmm, do I care? No.
David Cook - hate his look LOVED THE SONG. Really, rocked it out on a Lionel Richie song. That was great, when I closed my eyes!
Michael Johns- what about accents makes a guy so sexy? I thought his performance was decent...not my favorite of his...but he can TALK me bed, er sleep any night.
Jason Castro - LOVED IT. Was I the only one that didn't know that song though? Never heard it. Co-worker said it was a song on Shrek...not a fan of that movie...maybe that is why I hadn't heard the song.
Chekezie Eze---um, eh. His performance felt like a been there done that. Not that thrilled.

My vote is to send Luke and Chekezie home.

on to the girls.
Asia'h - what is with the spelling? anyway...she was ok. Her outfit was HIDEOUS.
Kady - SPELL CHECK THE NAMES PEOPLE. I think she will go this week, she should have gone last week.
Amanda - my Indiana girl. BYE BYE. I loved her performance, but I am so over her voice, then her total lack of excitement...are you serious? PUMP UP THE VOLUME, DANCE DANCE.
Carly- the accents...I love 'em...though I don't want her talking me to sleep. I thought she did good and will sail through to the next round.
Kristy Lee - she is cute. I thought her performance was decent.
Syesha - really sick of the Witney songs...anyone? Anyone? She did alright.
Brooke - MY FAVORITE of the night. She is really seeming more comfortable and relaxed and I loved her performance. Rock on girl.

So for the girls...here is my hope--
Goodbye to Kady and Amanda.

Much love and peace out.